i've kinda always wanted to have a journal but i dunno is this so smart thing for me to do because i'm not so good at english. so every sentence might contain a tiny error. WHATTHEHELL. why would you worry about that, that's my worry, only i care, it's my fault, it's just that i... oh this is just bloody brilliant i have already fucked up my "journal". kcjdhnxjklo my stomach hurts.

i'm on summer holiday. i miss my friends, that makes the holidays suck. feel like i don't have any friends or anybody living human being, well maybe thats true :s i feel myself pissed off like harry fucking potter on summerholiday.

WHAT I HAVE DONE SOFAR ON HOLIDAY:
- playing with plasticine
- painting
- thinking
- sleeping
- drinking
- eating
- cooking
- swimming
- enjoying hangover
- moaning
- whining
- crying
- drawing
- being shitty
- dreaming
- taking a piss
- hating
- pretending
- acting on
- jumping
- crawling
- climbing
- falling
- being anemic
- being stressed
- being friendly
- being equally shitty to every fucking piece of shit

i'm also being rely sorry about being this shitty. my stomach hurts. i gonna puke, after that going to sleep. blessyou.